You see, I am swimming in a sea change of a new life (mostly) of my own making
My other life - stopped working - so I chose. I believe that is the world's way of 'helping" us. It did too - not that it was fun. The world kicked me into a different gear - but only when I gave up resisting the changes.
Perfection is wearing a mask to avoid blame + judgment. That's just fear talking.
We don't do life alone but we need each other: as"Wabi" flawed as we are.
It is asymmetrical, rough, rustic, simple, modest, thrifty, and ingenious
It is, in other words, ...a natural process. We are that. I am that process. I am "in process."
I actually don't know how to "DO" this new life: chaplaincy and landscape - with maybe a little tech thrown in for good measure - still TBD. I am just following the joy - instead of letting the fear chase me (it has been long time since I did that.)